My dream today was about me sitting naked outside at a picnic table on my laptop (wtf?) and my phone was sitting next to me. Some hot chick comes up to chat with me and just as she’s leaving I noticed it was all a ruse to take my cell phone. Despite being buck ass naked I jump up and run to the car where she’s with two friends. I tell her to give me my phone back. They all jump in the car, lock the doors and roll up the windows. I race back to the picnic table and pick it up (LMFAO wtf?) and charge their car with it. I yell “give me the phone back or your car is done!” … They peel off. I look around and see another group of girls watching all this and I start bashing THEIR car with the picnic table like its the Hulk on smash or some shit. They’re freaking out and I’m like “If you chase them and get my phone back I’ll pay for your car damage!” (LOOOOOL!)

So they go off chasing after them.

That’s it. That’s the dream. I don’t remember the rest.

idk wtf that shit was about -_-

I cant wait to get my damn phone back. I’ve been neglecting IG because this loaner phone takes SHIT pictures AND I didn’t bother to put most of the apps I had on my phone on this one because I’m only gonna have this bitch for a couple weeks.

Not to mention the apps I DID put on it (because I need them) are all glitchy. FUCK!

This phone SUCKS. I have a Google Nexus. They loaned me a fucking Samsung Gio. The entire phone is smaller than my Nexus’ screen.

I’m so vex.

I can’t wait to get my damn phone back.

1 hr and 15 mins of sweat followed by the sexiest shower and a slice of whole wheat toast with peanut butter & banana.

I feel damn good.　

I did 12 minutes of jump rope this morning (I started early. I wasn’t gonna start until next Monday but I was excited - lmao). Let me tell you - PHEW! First of all, I tripped up often but I was proud of myself because as many times as I got tripped up, I didn’t have to stop that much to catch my breath. When I got a good rhythm going and went for a good 2 mins straight I started feeling myself so I tried to do some high knees and shit and tripped up 10x worse so I said to myself: “stop tryna be fancy and just do the basics until you can perfect the jump”. lmao.

I’ve heard the benefits of jumping rope, which is why I decided to switch up my exercise routine this month, but I had NO idea it was SUCH a great workout. My goal is to do this for 2 months and by the end of July I want to be doing 45 minutes straight of jump rope in one session. To start, I only did 12 mins (maybe closer to 10 mins or just over given the times I had to stop cuz I tripped up or to catch my breath) and I was sooooo sweaty (and admittedly a bit winded lol). I plan on doing another 10-12 mins this evening so that I’m still getting my 20-30 mins of cardio exercise and circuit training a day. Afterwards, I felt REALLY good. I expect to be sore tomorrow but I’m hoping for the best and that my stretching won’t make it too painful.

If anyone wants to shake up their exercise routine and hasn’t tried jumping rope yet try it out. It’s a REALLY good workout.

i was googling “how to make a long island iced tea” because, despite it being one of my fave cocktails, I actually dont know ALL the liquors in it so I was curious.

anyway … i start to type “how to make” and the first damn thing that came up in google was “how to make a boiled egg”.

now ……

I just want to know who doesn’t know how to make a boiled egg. And if you are someone that doesn’t know how to make a boiled egg, please unfollow me.

Man.

I found out this morning around 5am that my phone was just not charging. I looked at the charge port and could see something was wrong. I don’t know how, what, why or WHO but somehow moisture got in there. The damn fucking port SIZZLED at one point while I was trying to charge it and that’s when I knew the shit was fried. But I held out hope. Figured, maybe it was just my USB cable *yea right*. Took it into the store and this fool gonna tell me I need to send it in for service (which I was dreading) and I’ll have to pay $150 for a loaner phone in the mean time but I’d get that back when my phone comes in. I looked at him like he wanted a box but I kept it cool. I took my phone back and went to the other store in a different area of the mall and they informed me that while I do need to service it, there would be no charge for a loaner because my phone is still under manufacturers warranty and I have extended coverage on it anyway.

I wanted to slap up dude downstairs for giving me wrong info but whatever …

Unfortunately, the manufacturers warranty doesn’t cover liquid damage but luckily MY extended coverage did so I was able to send it in and get a loaner phone for the next 2-3 weeks at no cost but y’all … I lost everything on my phone. Because the charge port was fucked there was no way for me to connect my phone to my computer to save all my pics and documents and shit. I was upset for about 10 mins and then realized it could’ve been worse. I could’ve not had the foresight when I originally bought this phone to get the extended coverage and I could’ve been looking at a HEFTY cost for repair or the purchase of another phone - which is just over $600. MOST of my pics are on here, Instagram or FB anyway so I was able to console myself with that. I AM pissed all my print screens are gone, tho. Now I have no leverage but maybe me losing those screen shots is a blessing in disguise. Everything happens for a reason, right? *mumbles curses under my breath*. I still have emails if need be.

I also had to buy a new USB cable because as I said the shit was fried. Bell Canada  was gonna tell me they only had Blackberry USB’s (fine) and they were $30. I said, nah nah. Online y’all are selling them shits $10 cheaper. Let me just go to one of those phone booths in the middle of the mall and get my shit for a better price - RUDE! I went to one and homie was tryna sell me it for $25. Luckily, I had on a low cut tank today and my boobies were sitting up oh so pretty and I talked him down to $15. MUAHA! Titties make the world go ‘round!

Anyway, this loaner phone they gave me aint shit LMAO. Its puny. It’s still an Android. It’s still a Samsung but it’s smaller than my old Blackberry! WTF!? I even need a microSD card to DL apps and shit rofl. Luckily I had one. I MISS my gigantic screen on my Nexus. I’m not impressed. These next couple of weeks are gonna go by so slow. 

It is what it is. It was a terrible morning but nonetheless it all worked out in the end. As I said earlier, it could’ve been worse. I have to just keep reminding myself of that. Lesson learned. I’ll be backing up my phones docs, apps and pics every gotdamn day (or 2-3 days lmao) from now on. Ugh.

Thanks for letting me vent. I had to. LOL.

(Source: soulfulandtrue)

the old me. the me i loved entirely.

the me that didn’t let anyone and anything affect me; for better or for worse.

the me that trusted her own judgement and never made apologies for mistakes made because she knew they were lessons learned.

i miss who i was before.

but the good thing is, i still know her very well.

i think it’s time to get reacquainted.

(Source: soulfulandtrue)

…because i always lose a heterosexual (male AND female) follower RIGHT after.

i guess when you chose to follow me you didn’t see that PRIDE button in my bio, hmm? :)

I’ve read 3 books in the past month. I haven’t started another because I’m hoping the two I ordered come in the mail tomorrow.

I’ve been reading non-stop since mid-April. I finished the last book Tuesday morning. I’m having serious withdrawal from books.

:(　

I was in the kitchen putting on the kettle to make myself a tea and I got a craving. I fucked around and went in the fridge and ate a pickle.

The flavour of the pickle isn’t fully gone from my mouth. I just took a sip of my tea. Shit is nasty.

So, now I have to just deal with it because if I go and brush my teeth to rid myself of the pickle taste it’ll fuck up the sweetness of my tea.

I’m mad for being so damn stupid just now.

I just realized Toronto Pride falls on July 1 this year. Well not the entire Pride Week but the big parade does - which is my favourite event. This means I probably won’t be going. That’s a Sunday and also Canada Day. My family always has a HUGE bbq on Canada Day. As much as I’ll want to be at Pride, I know I love being around family more. I’ll have to do the other events in and around the city the week of. Unless I can somehow convince my fam to do the BBQ on the Saturday, downtown won’t see me this year. The thought of no Blocko makes me wanna cry. I’m so disappointed!

I started 50 Shades of Grey earlier this week and I’m almost done. I’ve ordered books 2 & 3 but they probably won’t be here until Thursday or Friday. At this rate I’ll be done the book by tonight or tomorrow. I’ve tried to slow down and busy myself with other things but I just can’t put this book down!

It’s repetitive, the main female character is confused as all hell, brainless and pitiful and the main male character is charming as all fuck, sexy, demeaning, controlling and yet a complete fucking turn on.

Despite all the bad things about the book & author, I’m completely enamored with it. I can’t help it. The graphic details of sex in the novel make me giggle and shit LMAO.

It’s a good read, though. Check it out if you haven’t yet.

I’m taking a peoplecation. Indefinitely.

If I’m not very interactive or “friendly” over the next little while, it’s because I’m not fucking with people until I want to fuck with people again.

People will ask what’s wrong or what happened and all I can say is nothing in particular happened. Everything and nothing is going on right now. I just get tired of dealing with people now and then and I think I need a break from ppl.

I’ve decided to bannish myself from Twitter and Facebook but I’ll be around on Instagram and of course here but not as much.

Sometimes you have to just take a step back and do for yourself, you know? Over the past few weeks I’ve been reading more, spending more time with family, exercising and eating better and I just feel really good. I want that to continue. 

I’m taking control of my life and this peoplecation is only one thing of many that I’m doing to accomplish true happiness.